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Lunchtime

Sun, 17 Aug 2008 00:15:15 GMT

Title: Lunchtime
Author: staci_x2
Rating: Adult
Warnings: Swearing, oral sex
Pairings: Robert/Kristen
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Disclaimer: I own nothing and accept that Robert Pattinson and Krisren Stewart are not a couple.
Summary: She can see him looking at her out of the corner of her eye, and she smiles, turning to leave the crowded set. She knows he'll follow, he always does when he looks at her like that. He always does at lunchtime.

She can see him looking at her out of the corner of her eye, and she smiles, turning to leave the crowded set. She knows he'll follow, he always does when he looks at her like that. He always does at lunchtime. They even have their own little place, a private place where no one on set ever goes during the lunch hour. She remembers the first time they'd ended up in there, not too long ago, she'd laughed at the fact he'd brought her into a broom cupboard. She hadn't laughed for too long, though, as he'd wasted no time in claiming her lips with his own.

They'd only ever got as far as second base in their little closet, the lunch hour was never really long enough for more, and most nights they'd end up fucking anyway. Their relationship wasn't defined between them, merely a silent fuck buddy agreement, and both were happy for it to be that way.

"You're getting good at this." He breathes in her ear once the door is shut behind them.

"What's that?" She asks, ignoring the shiver his voice still manages to send down her spine.

"Knowing when I want you."

She smiles, but he can barely see it in the dark, and presses his lips to hers so he can feel it. Her arms wrap automatically around his neck. She's so used to this now that it's almost second nature. They don't say very much at this point, their lips are always too preoccupied, but their body language speaks volumes enough for them to understand each other. Her body is already pressed against his, wanting him, and barely ten minutes have passed since they were making small talk in that crowded room with everyone but each other.

She's fairly used to feeling him hardening against her during these little sessions, but not usually so quickly. Her quiet laughter breaks the kiss and she feels his grin against her mouth as he presses just slightly harder against her. She moves her arm from its comfortable position around his neck and undoes the clasp of his jeans, sliding her hand carefully down into oh so familiar territory.

His member hardens further as she gently wraps her fingers around it, and she reaches down with her free hand to free it from his boxers. She leans against him, tilting her head to the side so that it fits just beneath his head, against his collar bone, and slowly moves her hand up and down the length of his shaft. She smiles at his irregular breathing as her hand finds a rhythm, as he struggles to hold in moans and gasps.

He looks at her curiously, their eyes now used to the darkness, when she moves back from him and removes her hand from his jeans, seeing how much room she has in the confined space. She quickly decides that it's enough, and kneels down on the wooden floor. He grins when he realises what she's doing, and bites his lip in readiness for when she takes him in her mouth.

It isn't the first blowjob she's given him, but it's the first she's given him here, and he worries about how he's going to manage not to make any noises that could lead to embarrassing consequences if someone were to investigate. The moment her lips touch the head of his cock, however, all coherent thoughts vanish from his head, and all there is is her.

He isn't sure whether it's the circumstances or just a lot of practicing, but he could swear that this is, without a doubt, the best blowjob he's ever had. Her lips reach easily up his length, and he has to control himself not to thrust into her. He doesn't trust himself. Her right hand finds its way back to his shaft and strokes in time with the movement of her mouth on his head. She concentrates on that, she knows exactly what he likes.

She gently sucks and strokes until he's sure he can't hold out any longer. He knows from experience that she's not afraid to swallow. The first few times he was nervous about it, but now he knows her well enough to know that she genuinely likes him to cum in her mouth, and doesn't hold back.

She can feel that he's close. His breathing is stranger than ever and he's sensitive even to the slightest lick of her tongue against him. She slows down the pumping of her hand before taking it away altogether, leaving his cock free for her to take as far into her mouth as it will go. She's deep throated him a few times before, but this time feels so much different, so much better.

He can't resist holding her head now, he just needs those last few thrusts. He knows she isn't too keen on him 'using her head as a flesh light', as she puts it, but he's just so close...

He removes his hands from her the moment he feels his orgasm hit, and she takes every last bit of his seed in her mouth before slowly pulling back and letting his cock leave her lips with a soft 'pop'.

It takes them both a couple of seconds to recover, and she instantly regrets not putting something under her knees. He's still panting slightly as she carefully gets to her feet, and she looks up at him with smile. She's in dire need of a glass of water, but right now that doesn't matter. The look on his face makes the pain in her knees fade away. That's what she does it for.

She takes a half-step so she's close enough to kiss him again, and he leans down to save her from straining as she carefully zips his jeans back up. He can taste himself in her mouth as his tongue reaches between her lips, and all too soon, reality hits and he realises they have to go back work.

"Tonight." He breathes when they have to pull away, and she nods.

"You owe me."

He laughs and places a kiss on her forehead before they straighten out their clothes and he cautiously opens the broom cupboard door.

"Count on it."

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New PB Mood Theme

Sat, 16 Aug 2008 15:46:57 GMT

Upon request from freaky_nea, I redid my Lincoln, Michael and Sara mood theme to make all the moods just Lincoln and Michael.

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aw!

Sat, 16 Aug 2008 02:15:00 GMT

How adorable is Robert Pattinson's laugh?

I'm also chuffed to find out there's a tonne of Twilight footage on YouTube that I haven't seen :D

:(

Sat, 16 Aug 2008 01:18:38 GMT

So I wasn't really fussed when I heard that the release date of the Harry Potter 6 film was being put back to next summer, but I just watched the trailer for it and now I rally want to see it!

Still, at least Twilight's been brought forward to take it's place. It just sucks that I'm in a Harry Potter mood when my only friend who likes it is on holiday in America. Sigh. I really want to see it! Grr, that music just gets me everytime. Heh, now I'm finished with Breaking Dawn maybe I'll reread the 6th book, though I do want to reread Twilight as well. Oh it's a hard life.

Fanvid : Carry You

Fri, 15 Aug 2008 20:41:19 GMT

Title: Carry You
Music: Carry You by Jimmy Eat World
Made by: staci_x2
Duration: 4.21
Pairing: Ten/Rose
Clips from: Rose, New Earth, Tooth and Claw, The Idiot's Lantern, The Impossible Planet, The Satan Pit, Love and Monsters, Fear Her, Army of Ghosts, Doomsday, The Lazarus Experiment, Utopia, Partners in Crime, The Stolen Earth, Journey's End.
Disclaimer: I own nothing.
Summary: The Doctor has to give Rose up to someone who can give her what she needs, leaving himself alone once again.

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I FINISHED IT!!!

Fri, 15 Aug 2008 13:28:51 GMT

Ok, so first off, why the hell does everyone hate this book? Why does everyone say the ending's crap? I fucking loved it! I'm a sucker for happy endings but this one was so perfect! I can't think of a better ending to the saga. Bella and Edward alive and together, Renesmee immortal once she hits maturity, all of the Cullens still alive, OMG ALICE! I knew when Edward started saying to Aro that if he could know for sure how Renesmee would turn out then would it change his decision, I just knew Alice was about to come back :D I mean, I thought it'd be so she could show him the future, but she still saved the day! I love Alice so much! And aww at the end when Bella showed Edward her thoughts, that was so fitting! I just bloody love this book! lol at him distracting her when she thought about their first night together ;-) And I'm not even sad to have finished it, I'm just satisfied with how everything turnef out and now I have the film to look forward to, and hopefully Midnight Sun. I'm gunna go read that first chapter of iton Meyer's website soon, I think it's a fantastic idea to hear Twilight from Edward's perspective. God I love Twilight, and Breaking Dawn! I reckon it's my second favourite of the books. Twilight being the best of course, then Breaking Dawn, then Eclipse (or possibly Eclipse before Breaking Dawn), then New Moon. Much as I loved New Moon, there just was enough Edwardness. Aww Edward! I LIEBE him <3 Breaking Dawn FTW <3

I'm planning on finishing Breaking Dawn today

Fri, 15 Aug 2008 11:44:04 GMT

So they're just about to go into battle, and the not-goodbyes are so sad! They had me tearing up, especially when Bella told Renesmee that she'd have to leave without her ;___: Sophie's alreadyn finished it, thanks to my Breaking Dawn-less days of playing the Sims and she said the ending was a bit crap, but I just want to state my theory on what's gunna happen before I actually read it. I think that the Cullens are going to defeat the Volturi and kill them all, hopefully with Alice and Jaspeer coming back to help, and because they're the biggest coven left, they'll become the new royal family, but they won't abuse the power like the Volturi did and the vampire world will be a freer and better place with Carlisle there to guide them :) I don't think Bella or Edward will die at least, I mean, it's narrated by Bella so I guess she's safe, but omg Edward totally has to be ok :o *goes to read more*

seeking reassurance :(

Thu, 14 Aug 2008 17:56:14 GMT

So Emily kept rining today about this cinema trip I was supposed to go on with her, David and Ricky. I cancelled cos I'm really not into Ricky, and Emily, who thinks I like him in that way, told me he's really disappointed. I feel bad about it, but if I don't like him there's point in trying to force it, right?

OMGWOW :D

Thu, 14 Aug 2008 14:08:25 GMT

I am so far beyond excited about this it's untrue :D

"Look at those lips, they're lovely! I love kissing you." MWAH.

Omg I ship these two so much <3 <3

yeah...

Sat, 09 Aug 2008 15:47:21 GMT

Since I promised to report back on the guy my friend's trying to set me up with, thought I'd say that today we kinda double-dated with Emily and David, when I met Ricky for the first time, and meh. He's shy in a way that we hardly talked at all. It wasn't horribly awkward, but mainly cos Em and Dave were there. I wasn't pareticularly attracted to him either, he reminded me of Sid from Skins. This sounds awful but he's not really my type, I need someone who's a bit more chatty and, again sounding awful, has more personality and intelligence. Not to boast, but I'm pretty smart where it counts, and I don't feel like we're on the same intellectual level and I dunno, I just don't fancy him. I fancy David more lol (but I'm not even gunna go there). So I didn't fancy him looks-wise, and he didn't have enough personality (that he showed me anyway) to make me fancy him.

I didn't have the heart to tell Em and Dave I didn't fancy Ricky, so the four of us are off out again on thursday. We were gonna see the new Batman movie today, but Emily had to go to work at like 4pm so we went bowling instead. So we're seeing it on thursday. Today was fun though, and Ricky does seem nice, but unfortunately I just don't want to be more than friends with him.

Another meme

Sat, 09 Aug 2008 07:35:44 GMT

Another meme nicked from fiery_twilight- thanks! they're just too fun.

Name a series and I'll tell you the character(s) I would:

1. Bake cupcakes for:
2. Trust with the keys to my car:
3. Put thumbtacks on the chair thereof:
4. Have a crush on:
5. Pack up and leave if they moved next door:
6. Vote for President:
7. Pick as my partner in a buddy movie:
8. Pair up:
9. Vote off the island and into the volcano:
10. Wheedle into fixing my MP3 player:

Come on guys, give me fandoms (but only ones I watch please lol), I'm counting on ya ;)

liek woah

Fri, 08 Aug 2008 23:40:02 GMT

Forks is a real town! I thought it was a made up. heh. who knew? (probably everyone else on the planet lol) </random>

David Tennant Animated Mood Theme

Fri, 08 Aug 2008 15:39:38 GMT

An animated mood theme of David Tennant. All moods are of David in real life (i.e. in interviews and video diaries), not acting.

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anxious embarrassed happy
morose pessimistic tired

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Comm pimps

Fri, 08 Aug 2008 13:39:49 GMT

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The Messengers

Fri, 08 Aug 2008 13:32:30 GMT

So I've been on a mega Twilight movie kick lately and since I've seen the only footage out there so far, I thought I'd look up Kristin Stewart and Robert Pattinson's other works, mainly to look for footage to make fanvids lol. So I started with The Messengers. I thought it'd be scarier. The only bit I'll probably remember once I turn my light of tonight is that mangled crying zombie thingy Jess found in the cellar. *shudders* I knew there'd be something weird about that guy they took on, I knew it. Maybe I've seen so many horror movies I know what to look out for. Sigh. Just once I'd like to be scared shitless. Kristin Stewart was good in it though, I like her. She seems pretty cool. Anyway, I'm off to watch 28 Days Later before it gets dark. I hope it's a bit scarier than this once was lol.

Eh?!

Fri, 08 Aug 2008 11:14:24 GMT

So what, that's like the future? Eh? Me very confused. Yeah, just seen the season 3 finale, promised my best mate I wouldn't watch season 4 without her and so yeah, left very, very confused by that ending! lol well done Hurley for saving the day though, that hippy van is made of win. Oh and Charlie! He died! I love Charlie! CourseI knew he was going to die, thanks to afore-mentioned best mate, but still it was really sad :'( He was so brave and even though he stopped being my favourite character after season 1 when he wasn't in it as much, I fucking love Charlie! And Claire and Aaron, they're on their own :'( I love Desmond for trying to save him (yet again), and I just realised when Penny was on that tv screen at the end that I proper ship Desmond/Penny <3 they're so cute together and aw she's looking for him that's so sweet <3

But yeah, very confused. If all those flashbacks were of the future then why was Jack babbling about his father in one of them? Unless he didn't really die or Jack was so off his head he didn't notice. omg and thank god Bernard and Jin are alright! I thought they might be, but I was still worried when I heard the gunshots. Not bothered about Sayid, but I couldn't bear it if Jin died, and what about Rose if she lost Bernard? that would be awful.

Locke's irritating me more and more each episode. Glad as I was that he killed Naomi, he's just so annoying! grrg. But not as annoying as Jack. Whenever it's Jack's episode I always end up rolling my eyes at the flashbacks, I don't care about his past! Or future, as the case may be in that ep. I'm also worried about Kate/Sawyer. I love them together so much but then there's the whole Jack factor and Sawyer pushing her away. I bloody hope that Kate doesn't love Jack back, that scene at the end was a bit omg in that sense. If she does love him back, she'd better love Sawyer more. God I really wish Jack'd just bog off. Why does he have to be a character? WHY?!

I can't wait to see season 4 now, but there's only 12 episodes so I'm kinda gutted I'm coming to the end of new Lost eps. I love this show so fucking much. There will be a season 5 right? I'm too worried about running into season 4 spoilers to wikipedia it, but people reading this, anyone know if there's gunna be a season 5? *hopes and prays*

TV meme funsies :)

Fri, 08 Aug 2008 08:20:27 GMT

Snagged from fiery_twilight .

Bold all of the following TV shows which you’ve ever seen 3 or more episodes of in your lifetime. Bold and Italicize a show if you’re positive you’ve seen every episode of it. If you want, add up to 3 additional shows (keep the list in alphabetical order).

24
7th Heaven
Adam-12
Aeon Flux
ALF
Alfred Hitchcock Presents
Alias
Allo Allo
American Idol/Pop Idol/Canadian Idol/Austrailian Model
America’s Next Top Model/Germany’s Next Top Model
Angel
Are You Afraid of the Dark?
Arrested Development
Ashes to Ashes
Baa Baa Black Sheep
Babylon 5
Babylon 5: Crusade
Barnaby Jones
Battlestar Galactica (the old one)
Battlestar Galactica (the new one)
Baywatch
Beavis & Butthead
Beverly Hills 90210
Bewitched
Bionic Woman
Blackadder
Blackpool
Bonanza
Bonekickers
Bones
Bosom Buddies
Boston Legal
Boy Meets World
Buffy the Vampire Slayer
Bug Juice
Captain Planet
Carnivale
Casanova
Chappelle’s Show
Charlie’s Angels
Charmed
Cheers
Columbo
Commander in Chief
Coupling
Cowboy Bebop
Crossing Jordan
CSI
CSI: Miami
CSI: NY
Curb Your Enthusiasm
Dallas
Dancing with the Stars
Danny Phantom
Dark Angel
Dark Skies
Davinci’s Inquest
Dawson’s Creek
Dead Like Me
Deadliest Catch
Deadwood
Degrassi: The Next Generation
Designing Women
Desperate Housewives
Dharma & Greg
Different Strokes
Doctor Who (new Who)
Doctor Who (original)
Dog the Bounty Hunter
Dragnet
Due South
Earth 2
Eerie, Indiana
Empty Nest
Entourage
ER
Everwood
Everybody Loves Raymond
Facts of Life
Family Guy
Family Matters
Family Ties
Farscape
Father knows best
Fawlty Towers
Felicity
Firefly
Frasier
Friends
Full House
Futurama
Get Smart
G.I. Joe (original series)
Gilligan’s Island
Gilmore Girls
Gomer Pyle, U.S.M.C.
Green Acres
Green Wing
Grey’s Anatomy
Growing Pains
Gundam Wing
Gunsmoke
Happy Days
Hart to Hart
Head of the Class
Hell’s Kitchen
Hogan’s Heroes
Home Improvement
Homicide: Life on the Street
Hotel Babylon
House
I Dream of Jeannie
I Love Lucy
Invader Zim
Invasion
JAG
Jackass
Joey
John Doe
John and Kate Plus Eight
Just the 10 of Us
Kate & Allie
Kath and Kim
Kim Possible
Knott’s Landing
LA Law
Laverne and Shirley
Life on Mars
Little House on the Prairie
Lizzie McGuire
Lois and Clark: The New Adventures of Superman
Lost
Lost in Space
Love, American Style
M*A*S*H
MacGyver
Major Dad
Malcolm in the Middle
Mama’s Family
M.A.N.T.I.S
Married… With Children
Medium
Melrose Place
Miami Vice
Millenium
Mission: Impossible
Monk
Moonlight
Moonlighting
Mork & Mindy
Murphy Brown
Mr. Show with Bob and David
My Family
My Life as a Dog
My Name is Earl
My Secret Identity
My So-Called Life
My Three Sons
My Two Dads
Mythbusters
NCIS
Night Court
Nip/Tuck
Northern Exposure
Numb3rs
Nurses
One Tree Hill
Out of This World
Oz
Perry Mason
Picket Fences
Pokemon
Power Rangers
Prison Break
Profiler
Project Runway
Pushing Daisies
Psych
Quantum Leap
Queer As Folk (US)
Queer as Folk (British)
ReGenesis
Remington Steele
Rescue Me
Road Rules
ROME
Roseanne
Roswell
Sabrina the Teenage Witch
Saved by the Bell
Scarecrow and Mrs. King
Scooby-Doo, Where Are You?
Scrubs
Secret Diary of a Call Girl
Seinfeld
Sex and the City
Shark
Simon & Simon
Six Feet Under
Slings and Arrows
Smallville
So Weird
South Park
Space:1999
Space Ghost
Spaced
Spongebob Squarepants
Sports Night
Star Trek
Star Trek: The Next Generation
Star Trek: Deep Space Nine
Star Trek: Voyager
Star Trek: Enterprise
Stargate Atlantis
Stargate SG-1
Starsky & Hutch
Step By Step
Strange Luck
Superman
Supernatural
Surface
Survivor
SWAT
Tales from the Dark Side
Taxi
Teen Titans
That 70’s Show
That’s So Raven
The 4400
The Addams Family
The Amazing Race
The Andy Griffith Show
The A-Team
The Avengers
The Beverly Hillbillies
The Brady Bunch
The Cosby Show
The Daily Show
The Dead Zone
The Dick Van Dyke Show
The Drew Carey Show
The Flintstones
The Fresh Prince of Bel-Air
The Golden Girls
The Hogan Family
The Honeymooners
The Jeffersons
The Jetsons
The L Word
The Love Boat
The Mary Tyler Moore Show
The Mighty Boosh
The Monkees
The Munsters
The O.C.
The Office (UK)
The Office (US)
The Partridge Family
The Pretender
The Real World
The Shield
The Simpsons
The Six Million Dollar Man
The Sopranos
The Suite Life of Zack and Cody
The Tomorrow People
The Twilight Zone
The Unit
The Waltons
The West Wing
The Wonder Years
The X-Files
Third Watch
Three’s Company
Thundercats
Top Gear
Torchwood
Transformers (original series)
Twin Peaks
Twitch City
UFO
Ugly Betty
Veronica Mars
Weird Science
Wings
Whose Line is it Anyway? (US)
Whose Line is it Anyway? (UK)
Will and Grace

woah there's a lot out there I haven't seen lol

My first fanmix :)

Thu, 07 Aug 2008 23:54:48 GMT

A Twilight fanmix focusing on on the Edward/Bella relationship during New Moon. Mostly focusing on Bella's angst over Edward's absence.

1. Breathless by Emm Gryner

2. Leaving Town Alive by Bethany Joy Lenz

3. Here With Me by Dido

4. Still Here by Natasha Bedingfield

5. Everytime by Britney Spears

6. Keep Breathing by Ingrid Michaelson

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Icons and Wallpapers

Thu, 07 Aug 2008 13:55:33 GMT

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more Breaking Dawn squees :D

Thu, 07 Aug 2008 09:49:47 GMT

"You nicknamed my daughter after the Loch Ness monster?"

Lmao I knew Jacob would imprint on Renesmee. I knew it. It's kinda sick but at least he's over Bella. And she's over him now she's a vamp yay :D Renesmee sounds so adorable! A mini girl Edward with brown eyes awww. I love that Bella's got the ability to keep her emotions and stuff in check. It's very fitting. And the fact that she's even more in love with Edward than before! When she started seeing things so much more clearly through her vamp eyes I was liek 'omg wait til you see Edward' and then he was sooo gorgeous. I couldn't love Edward more if I tried. Or Alice, dressing Bella in a cocktail dress and stilettos before she goes hunting. lmao. Jasper's mildly irritating with his distrust of Bella but I guess it's understandable. Emmett's awesome with his laughter all the time lolz I've loved him since the start of New Moon. heh. I think that's all for now. I'm so glad Edward and Bella are going strong despite her newborn-ness. yay :D

Dude.

Wed, 06 Aug 2008 23:37:29 GMT

I have fallen in love with Robert Pattinson and his awesome hair of awesomeness.

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Wed, 06 Aug 2008 17:29:46 GMT

She gave birth! omg I'm so happy! I'm also really pleased to be at the end of Jacob's perspective. I'm about half way through the overall book so loads more Edwardness from now on :D I'm also so relieved she's gonna be a vampire. Sophie told me that she's read reviews for this book saying it's very cliched so I was worried she wouldn't become a vampire after all, but she has! Yay! I've been wanting her to become one ever since Twilight, so she and Edward can be together forever <3 and now they can. Hopefully now Jacob'll bugger off. It pisses me of that Bella loves him >:( How cute does Renesmee sound? I'm glad the kid was a girl, Edward Junior would've been ADORABLE, but I think there should only be one Edward in the book, and Renesmee really is a fitting name. I had a hunch it'd be a girl after they invented a name for it :) God I love this book, and I lvoe that Edward's bonded with the baby. He loves it because it loves Bella! omg Edward is so unbelievably perfect! Why can't he exist? WHY?! So yeah, I can't wait to see how Bella's new vamp life turns out. I thought maybe Stephanie Meyer'd skip a year or so while Bella adjusts to being a vampire, but from the upcoming chapter title I guess not. It's so satifying to be halfway through the book when Sophie's hasn't even arrived yet. Mwah ha. Mwah ha.

1/3 of the way through...

Mon, 04 Aug 2008 13:26:24 GMT

Oh wow Bella's pregnant! And that baby sounds bloody adorable! I always wondered if she might be able to conceive, with her being human and all oh wow :D I've stopped reading for a bit now, aprtly because I'm not too bothered to get on the Jacob's section, but also because I want to make it last. It's the last in the saga except for Midnight Sun (and who knows if and when that'll be released?) so in a way I don't want to finish it and let the Edwardness (and Edward/Bellaness) end :'( But loving the book so far. And it';s so pretty! Totally worth a tenner :)

Eek

Mon, 04 Aug 2008 10:29:47 GMT

OMG THEY'RE MARRIED!!! omg tears-of-happiness-tastic! :'D God I love Edward. I think he actually has ruined all men for me. omg they're bride and groom! I want to be Bella so bad! lol I wish Jacob wasn't a character though, I really do. Grr.

well..

Sun, 03 Aug 2008 20:58:53 GMT

Emily just phoned me up to say she wants to set me up with this guy from her boyfriend's band! lol I just looked at his MySpace and he looks very sweet, and apparently he's shy like me and still lives with his parents. He also lives just up the road from my house, so who knows eh? Em's boyf, David's gunna text him my number now they've checked it's ok with me and so I guess we'll see if we click through texting. I'm kinda feeling good about it. I've never had a proper boyfriend before and Emily says he's really nice. Non-smoker, doesn't go out drinking a lot, fairly shy but really lovely. So I'm really quite excited...